Back and Gone

I have been away for long...Simply because I feel there is no one to read my blog except for one good friend who encouraged me into it....
I want to turn this into a food blog..Soon..When??? where??? how??....Etc etc " I dont know"
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz I am off again...
C u when I C u and when I am back....

Crazy doings!!!

Are there times when you feel that you want to do "Crazy things". Like travel to India just to have chats (spicy snacks) or go to Bangkok just to get a massage or go to Maldives just for a swim (this one sounds a lil too much crazy).

Well I feel like so many times...Today is one of those days..When driving to work I suddenly felt like going to Dubai and getting a tattoo done...Wanted to do a tattoo like for a long time now..But havent been able tooo.
Sometimes I feel like renting out a Merc or a hummer for a day and feeling like I own it...But its a RED number plate..Its not mine....So I say forget it...
And then there are times when I want to just travel and travel to exotic places, lucky are those people on" travel and living channel" who get paid for travelling around the world....Wish I have a job like that "Getting paid for being on a holiday"....
Hmmmm or like I could behave like one of those ladies who love shopping and go to high profile " Kitty parties" (But that not crazy na..Its just a luxury)

Could I be crazy enough wanting to take my husband to the listen to the best violinist or the best classical concert ever in any part of the world... ( I would have to win a lottery for that)
or maybe gift him a Stradivarius violin..(This I seriously thought of doing only to realise when I googled it that, it costes millions of dollars, that too its not in production, just a few antiques auctioned...Holy cow...I wouldnt be able to buy it even if I was born 10 times again...)

Wish I had the hard cash to do the "Crazy doings"..Butttt the doings will be a dream until then....Like Martin Luther King said " I have a dream" ........... I too have a dream....Crazy ones tho....

Today is the heights...I posted 2 posts in ONE day...

Salty Day..

As usual early morning I was getting ready to pack my husbands breakfast and lunch...
But I had nothing to give him....coze he forgotten to bring bread the previous day...His fault he suffers and I suffer too without anything to eat...Huh so I decided to give him apples cut up for breakfast.....I have this habit of sprinkling a lil salt on it, Kitchen tip- the cut up apple doesnt turn black..... For some odd reason I thought of sprinkling a lil on these apples which I packed for him (knowing wat a pain he can be if he gets to know I sprinkled SALT!!!! on the apples)

I get a call around 10am...Poor me all excited that my husband decided to call me from his ever busy schedule....Answered the call only to find out that he got to know about my salty trick....
:-( and to add to my misery he offered a piece to his friend who spat it out instantly....and I felt that fall on my face....Havent been so embarrassed ..No doubt my husband was embarrassed too... But come on yaar sorry...Lil too much extra salt fell into the apples :-(....
Its summer you guys are losing a lot of salts from your body....God just decided to make me a medium to replenish those extra salts that you lose...

My rather too salty day ending with cuddly hugs from my husband after he got back from work....:-)

I was wrong....

I was wrong very wrong when I thought that our Pasta fiesta lunch today would be fun...It was a total mishap.....Just because of one person who was having different ideas about things it all got ruined...Now I am thinking..How can one ever be appreciated in a land of people worst than Zombies.....why cant one leave aside their differences , thinking aside and just enjoy and have a nice time forget their troubles and worries and just enjoy the good moments.....With good friends...

I kinda know what I want........

After a lot of thinking and the thought process...My brain cells came to a conclusion that...I should just hang in there at my present job for a while...get the urgent money that I need to finance my studies....Try and make work interesting...Like today I have organized a "Pasta Italiano Lunch"..Where all the ladies (I m just being nice now. later I get to my true colors by calling them their rightfull name) make a dish each...I assigned them what kind of pasta they make and they do the rest...of course that was not easy to do organize..Coze there was excuses coming back saying ...can I get the forks and spoons and plates etc I dont wana make anything...and then some lame excuses like I dont know how to make pasta...Look up google you 'aunty' and you will find loads of recipes there...ahhhh Never mind....I am tired literally....tired of getting something good out of these 'aunties' in my office....They just want to float in thier sorrows....Anyways but still I am trying my best...The least that I am praying for is I don’t become like them soon. Please Please God..Save me.. Ahhhh Coming back to what I want.....Once I feel I have collected enough money...I would 'Resign' from work & the madness at work & the 'Aunties' and do what I want to at home..study, bake cakes, cook, etc etc.....

Once I am done with studying...look for new opportunities....If I dont get anything...Still continue doing what I love doing..or rather what makes me happy...My Poor husband will have to pray for a promotion to attend to my whimes and fancies....Poor He...Love you... If not for him I wouldn’t be able to take decisions of my life so easily......Anything I tell him..He is like 'do it' (like the Nike ad)...... Thats another thing these aunties should learn....Who's husbands control thier ATM card...Can you beat that????? They are working and earning thier money but thier husbands are having their ATM card....When my husband heard this..He is like give me your ATM...And I was like HAHAHAHAH (evil laugh)..I will give you mine darling in exchange of your credit and ATM card...Then he decides never mind you keep yours...Hehehehehe I CANT imagine in my wildest dreams my husband controlling my ATM card and I ask him everytime I want money... Ohhh btw in my house it’s different. My mom has control over my dads ATM..He doesnt even know how much money he has...MOM you are the best...DAD I feel bad for you..but you derserve it..If he has the card he would just donate all his money for all I know...

Okieee again I moved on from what I want... As of now other than..WANTING a new Luxury car (My husband wants to buy me a 4WD, I dont agree with his plan)...Which I know wont be possible until I got enough money for MBA.... As of now I dont want anything more, there no burning issues...Hahahaha All my thoughts above might just seem irrelavent..after like few hours.. :-) Incase I have new wants & desires.... For all those confused people...Don’t be one...'Just do it' the Nike way....and like my standby friend says. You live only once...Do what you want too. If you can do it of course....;-0...

What do I want???

Right now I am at this point or road or turn in life where I am confused as to what I want...There are so many things...If I pick up one I wont get the other...I have to make a compromise.
I dont want to work (In my present job) But the money I am getting out of it is real money..Its good....
I want to do my MBA...But I dont find time for my other interests in life..Like Yoga, craft, Photography(my recent hobby) etc.... I have to choose...
I feel now that I am married I want a kid....a small baby dear....Butttt Hello...I remind myself..I am not a super women....
I want to do something more creative...Active....Funtional...I have a choice but not the ability to go with the choice I like..
What do I do???
Just go with the flow or just stand up and say yes this is what I need..But for that I have to work earn money...so that ONE day I can aspire..Just live for my hobbies....which I enjoy doing the most...
To all the other confused people out there...I love you...I know what you are feeling right now...

Ever Confused......
C Me

Thoughts.....

I must admit that blogging everyday is not my cup of tea....So let me say I will try and do it once a week atleast!!!
This week has been quite a eventful one for me.Both good and bad...The good is that I have a new look....Cut my hair really short...after a lot of thinking and consulting and analysing came to the conclusion...Ok I need a hair cut...and the after comments were good...Some thought I looked younger..some said its nice..better....etc etc....
Now the bad....I realised that a person whom I considered friend was actually just another Ass*(&^^*^*........So many questions cropped up my mind like why? but I was so nice...and I had such good Intensions...and I thought of this and that... If I wished I would just strangle that person to death....Some people just want you when they think you of some use to them..after the use, you are just another person..

Never mind...My thoughts on this will be never ending....
So I just leave it up to dentiny...God....He knows whats best for me...

My First Day

I cant believe I am blogging...DOnt even know how many days I would do this..But yea will try continue...
Inspiration is a chirpy lil friend...She blogs like crazy...Cant imagine how she does it...Learnt something new about her today...I knew she was lil crazy..But not this crazy....and then she says she has no time....
Nice to have friends who have some crazy and wacky habits...

Hmmm so my first day with my first blog ....Dont have much to say..Just that I am at work and I am sleepy...
I tell my husband his everyday in the morning "I am sleepy babe" and he is like there's nothing new in that...you are sleep everyday... :-/ and I was like Mean you are hubby....
And after office I am supposed to meeting a someone who is doing MBA with me....Hope the meeting goes well and we really share ideas and knowlegde...Hope I dont meet/greet her with a big Yawnnnn ;-0.....