I kinda know what I want........

After a lot of thinking and the thought process...My brain cells came to a conclusion that...I should just hang in there at my present job for a while...get the urgent money that I need to finance my studies....Try and make work interesting...Like today I have organized a "Pasta Italiano Lunch"..Where all the ladies (I m just being nice now. later I get to my true colors by calling them their rightfull name) make a dish each...I assigned them what kind of pasta they make and they do the rest...of course that was not easy to do organize..Coze there was excuses coming back saying ...can I get the forks and spoons and plates etc I dont wana make anything...and then some lame excuses like I dont know how to make pasta...Look up google you 'aunty' and you will find loads of recipes there...ahhhh Never mind....I am tired literally....tired of getting something good out of these 'aunties' in my office....They just want to float in thier sorrows....Anyways but still I am trying my best...The least that I am praying for is I don’t become like them soon. Please Please God..Save me.. Ahhhh Coming back to what I want.....Once I feel I have collected enough money...I would 'Resign' from work & the madness at work & the 'Aunties' and do what I want to at home..study, bake cakes, cook, etc etc.....

Once I am done with studying...look for new opportunities....If I dont get anything...Still continue doing what I love doing..or rather what makes me happy...My Poor husband will have to pray for a promotion to attend to my whimes and fancies....Poor He...Love you... If not for him I wouldn’t be able to take decisions of my life so easily......Anything I tell him..He is like 'do it' (like the Nike ad)...... Thats another thing these aunties should learn....Who's husbands control thier ATM card...Can you beat that????? They are working and earning thier money but thier husbands are having their ATM card....When my husband heard this..He is like give me your ATM...And I was like HAHAHAHAH (evil laugh)..I will give you mine darling in exchange of your credit and ATM card...Then he decides never mind you keep yours...Hehehehehe I CANT imagine in my wildest dreams my husband controlling my ATM card and I ask him everytime I want money... Ohhh btw in my house it’s different. My mom has control over my dads ATM..He doesnt even know how much money he has...MOM you are the best...DAD I feel bad for you..but you derserve it..If he has the card he would just donate all his money for all I know...

Okieee again I moved on from what I want... As of now other than..WANTING a new Luxury car (My husband wants to buy me a 4WD, I dont agree with his plan)...Which I know wont be possible until I got enough money for MBA.... As of now I dont want anything more, there no burning issues...Hahahaha All my thoughts above might just seem irrelavent..after like few hours.. :-) Incase I have new wants & desires.... For all those confused people...Don’t be one...'Just do it' the Nike way....and like my standby friend says. You live only once...Do what you want too. If you can do it of course....;-0...