Right now I am at this point or road or turn in life where I am confused as to what I want...There are so many things...If I pick up one I wont get the other...I have to make a compromise.
I dont want to work (In my present job) But the money I am getting out of it is real money..Its good....
I want to do my MBA...But I dont find time for my other interests in life..Like Yoga, craft, Photography(my recent hobby) etc.... I have to choose...
I feel now that I am married I want a kid....a small baby dear....Butttt Hello...I remind myself..I am not a super women....
I want to do something more creative...Active....Funtional...I have a choice but not the ability to go with the choice I like..
What do I do???
Just go with the flow or just stand up and say yes this is what I need..But for that I have to work earn money...so that ONE day I can aspire..Just live for my hobbies....which I enjoy doing the most...
To all the other confused people out there...I love you...I know what you are feeling right now...
Ever Confused......
C Me
Friday, March 26, 2010
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Thoughts.....
I must admit that blogging everyday is not my cup of tea....So let me say I will try and do it once a week atleast!!!
This week has been quite a eventful one for me.Both good and bad...The good is that I have a new look....Cut my hair really short...after a lot of thinking and consulting and analysing came to the conclusion...Ok I need a hair cut...and the after comments were good...Some thought I looked younger..some said its nice..better....etc etc....
Now the bad....I realised that a person whom I considered friend was actually just another Ass*(&^^*^*........So many questions cropped up my mind like why? but I was so nice...and I had such good Intensions...and I thought of this and that... If I wished I would just strangle that person to death....Some people just want you when they think you of some use to them..after the use, you are just another person..
Never mind...My thoughts on this will be never ending....
So I just leave it up to dentiny...God....He knows whats best for me...
This week has been quite a eventful one for me.Both good and bad...The good is that I have a new look....Cut my hair really short...after a lot of thinking and consulting and analysing came to the conclusion...Ok I need a hair cut...and the after comments were good...Some thought I looked younger..some said its nice..better....etc etc....
Now the bad....I realised that a person whom I considered friend was actually just another Ass*(&^^*^*........So many questions cropped up my mind like why? but I was so nice...and I had such good Intensions...and I thought of this and that... If I wished I would just strangle that person to death....Some people just want you when they think you of some use to them..after the use, you are just another person..
Never mind...My thoughts on this will be never ending....
So I just leave it up to dentiny...God....He knows whats best for me...
Monday, March 15, 2010
My First Day
I cant believe I am blogging...DOnt even know how many days I would do this..But yea will try continue...
Inspiration is a chirpy lil friend...She blogs like crazy...Cant imagine how she does it...Learnt something new about her today...I knew she was lil crazy..But not this crazy....and then she says she has no time....
Nice to have friends who have some crazy and wacky habits...
Hmmm so my first day with my first blog ....Dont have much to say..Just that I am at work and I am sleepy...
I tell my husband his everyday in the morning "I am sleepy babe" and he is like there's nothing new in that...you are sleep everyday... :-/ and I was like Mean you are hubby....
And after office I am supposed to meeting a someone who is doing MBA with me....Hope the meeting goes well and we really share ideas and knowlegde...Hope I dont meet/greet her with a big Yawnnnn ;-0.....
Inspiration is a chirpy lil friend...She blogs like crazy...Cant imagine how she does it...Learnt something new about her today...I knew she was lil crazy..But not this crazy....and then she says she has no time....
Nice to have friends who have some crazy and wacky habits...
Hmmm so my first day with my first blog ....Dont have much to say..Just that I am at work and I am sleepy...
I tell my husband his everyday in the morning "I am sleepy babe" and he is like there's nothing new in that...you are sleep everyday... :-/ and I was like Mean you are hubby....
And after office I am supposed to meeting a someone who is doing MBA with me....Hope the meeting goes well and we really share ideas and knowlegde...Hope I dont meet/greet her with a big Yawnnnn ;-0.....
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